4 Stars for To Stand Close by Faith Ashlin #MM #AlternateReality @Totally_Bound @Ashlin_Faith


Title: To Stand Close
Author Name: Faith Ashlin
Publication Date : March 27, 2015


Can love grow and survive for two men on opposite sides of the deepest of chasm—slavery?

In this world one country has cut itself off, and is closed and mysterious to everyone else. What’s the secret it’s hiding? Magic? Monsters? No, just the cruel reality of slavery. But inside its borders life goes on as normal, and it competes with the rest of the world at sport just like everyone else, just to prove that it’s the best.

Nicky accepts that, and is happy in his own small, simple life as a gymnastics coach. He accepts it because he’s never known anything else, but he stays as far away from the brutality of slavery as he can, until he’s given a present he doesn’t want and isn’t allowed to refuse.

As for love? Well, he loves his sport, isn’t that enough?

Reader Advisory: This book contains scenes of slavery.

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This is the strangest book I’ve read in a very long time.  The premise is of a closed rogue military state not too far from our own countries, where residents enjoy the same language, television and culture as we do.  Well, until we get to the slavery part.

This is so much more than a gay romance.  It is a story of friendship and devotion.  Tere were elements of Atwood and Orwell here, but the author doesn’t focus on social criticism.  Instead, she gives us Nicky, a very talented gymnastics coach who is preparing an elite team of women’s gymnasts for the world championships.

And she gives us Michael.  An American backpacker turned sex slave who is gifted to Nicky by his atheletes’ grateful mothers.

So.  Bizarre.  But really well written. The gymnasts and their training regimes are witten in such painstakingly vivid detail we can almost smell the chalk, sweat and leather.   Equally vivid is Nicky’s cramped, claustrophobic one bedroom flat.   In contrast, the exact details of the country outside Nicky’s flat and the gymnasium remains blurry and grey.

The relationship that develops between Nicky and Michael is awkward and uncomfortable.

The relatioship that develops between Nicky and Michael is awkward and uncomfortable.  The way Nicky tries to be a good slave owner gives us so much scope for social comentary.  But the men remain real, not symbols.

The central problem of the story is so much more complex than that in most romance writing.  If you own someone, how do you ever know if they really love you?  Is it right to give love to or desire love from a posession?

I’ve only given this book four stars because I would have liked to see more world building and the ideas presented could have been developed so much further in a longer story.  Perhaps a sequel or a prequel will have to assauge my curiosity.

Even if the premise sounds odd, I would recommend reading this book.  It was a very good read.



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When Faith was clearing out her attic many years ago, she found a book she’d written as a ten-year old. On rereading it she realized that it was the love story of two boys. Over the years her fascination with the image of beautiful young men, coiled together as they fell head over heels in love, became a passion for her.

Since that first innocent book – written in purple sparkly pen – she has written many stories, set in varied worlds but always with two men finding their way to happiness.

Nothing much has changed because now she can be found in a daydream, wandering around the supermarkets of London, or sitting in a meeting at work still dreaming up stories.


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